as a boy i was always appreciated bcoz of my virtues and what were they-keeping my mouth shut in an arguement,giving up ,following rules made by others,and many more habits which presented me as "surrendered" against elders. i would always feel guilty even if i made a small mistake and that was bcoz i was made to feel so. at that time i didn't knew that i was hurting my own inner self as that conciousness of being hurt was buried under the joy of getting approval from others of my sobriety,of my "goodness".i also used to fulfill my self from those "yes" which i got from others even my friends.i was perfectly a conflict avoider. but now i have grown up and as i have to take on the world ,i started digging my inner self to get stronger.i am training my self to be self assertive or in fact to love my self.
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